struggling for thought

It seems it’s been so difficult to get my thoughts out. I’m not writing, not creating. I feel less inspired. I feel emotionally tight. Isn't my inspiration supposed to come during these more shadowed times?

I’ve been excited about recording audio, but haven’t got to trying real editing. I’m not writing. My blog is sitting sorta silent.

It seems like it’s a good thing that I’m not scheduled to speak at SNG this semester. I don’t know if I’d feel inspired enough to speak. I feel taught and comforted by God. But not in the way that overflows out of me into story and truth.

Maybe it has less to do with emotional pain, and more to do with how emotionally tired I am. It takes a lot some effort to put out creative output. And I think traditionally, the pace of Sept/Aug has silenced me.